Notes on “In Darkness”

I wrote this poem as a draft in a short time, then left it sitting around for almost a year, and when I came back to work on another poem there it was. I read it for about an hour, re-arranged 4-5 words and declared it done.

Bedtime is a private and personal time… the time when a person is lying in the dark, awake and presumably trying to sleep. It’s a time when the mind has no more use for active work; and instead just works to settle itself. Sometimes that settled mind is not so easy to obtain.

In Darkness

In darkness, the fears come.
Fears of loss, uncontrolled-
our children, our minds, our wealth
into cancer, into violence, or
some such terror. The fears come.

Later

in darkness, the plans come
to protect our guarded things.
And with the plans, rumination on
how plans are monitored, day by day,
night by night, the plans come.

Later

in darkness, the dreams come.
With blinding lights, brilliant fruits
arranged for feasts of the many dimensions,
and the touch of lovers long since gone
to the holy place, to Elysium.